Part of My Novel "One Day Marriage"

Ek ajib sa Ehsas hota hai jab main ek kore se kaagaj par apni tasweer in shabdon ki shakl me banaane ki kosis karta hun ..ya fir computer ke screen ke saamne baitha key board par dourti apni ungliyon ki madad se apne aankhon ke saamne apne sachche wajud ko Dhire dhire khara hota dekhta hun aisa lagta hai jaise main apne RUH se baaten kar raha hun aur is pal-pal badalte manzar me kabhi aise mouke aate hain ki mera pura wajud kaampne lagta hai aur mere andar baitha dard ka tufaan mere do dab dabaati aankhon se bechain ho kar baahar nikalne ko majbur ho jata hai aur we kore kaagaj jo na jane kab se pyaase then .. aur jise maine zindagi ke kaee rangon se rang chuka hun bhingti chali jati hain .. ya fir key board ke daman par girte garm pani ke katre use eka ek saham kar rukne ko majbur kar deti hain aur kabhi kabhi ek hi key milon dur tak dourti chali jati hain tab us key ke saathi unglin ko kuch ehsaas ho ta hai aur phir achanak saari ungliyan pure key board par itne tezi se dourne lagti hain ki pura key board laraj kar rah jata hai...

By Ehsaas Alam "Tufail"